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Saturday, February 17, 2007
1802070046 chinese new year
> feeling: bored >hearing: 20 sec to mars - the kill
went to entrance/ central coast a few days ago.. wid my auntie. we staye din aholiday apartment and it was very pretty, literally two houses away from the ocean front =] mmm.. twas very relaxing, its so different to syd, to think, people still close their shops at 4pm ther everyday. clothing for 4bucks to 7bucks. mmmhmm huge bargain lol. went shopping wid my auntie.. went to the beach. fuck it is so dam pretty there. its quite iono rural lol so the biggest shopping centre was a dodgy stockies O_o. cudnt do much.. it was more of a getaway i suppose. time to relax and think shit over. which is precisely what i did. the streets are awfully quiet at night. im not sure whether its a good or bad thing.. but its so quiet it seems unnatural. its as though they all have a curfew. if you look out long enough [i was on the forth floor so i cud see pretty much everything] u might see a lone couple walking. thats about it. no1s driving around. most of the lights in the windows are out. im sure this blog has the worst grammar in the world but i cbf fixing it or thinking of how to word shit properly LOL. for the first time in my life, the first night, i felt homesick. i have never felt homesick, no matter where i went or with whom, or how long i went. it was saddening, staring out the verandah window thinking of home.i guess when you look out, everything is in its place.. people in their homes n all, u feel a lil bit out of place. overall, it was a very relaxing and peaceful experience. cc wants to go again =]
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it was valentines day a few days back. i enjoyed my time wid moo. he took me on this uhh min-road trip. he took me to lunch, then to ikea becoz ive always wanted to go O_O i love that place. i am definitely going there wen i get my own house. mm.. visited this really dodgy oldies populated shopping centre in ryde lol. man.. it was seriously worse than fairfield. and boy, we all know how shit ffld is. hmm. went to westfields at chatswood. then he took me to this tea place. twas very romantic.. nice environment with the plants n all. we had dumplings n rose tea with jelly =] so yummy! i want some now >=[ oh yea, thankyou wilmoo for ur valentines day gift. =]
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i havent been up to much other than that. working n stuff. yes indeed i love my job. speaking of working.. im going to melbourne in april =D ya see, my boss has a hotel in victoria. th ebuilding has been there for 200yrs or sum shit and to comemorate hes releasing a book. n to celebrate, hes got the opening night thingy n he invited most of his employees n stuffys to go to melb woohoooo n flight tix n accomodation is all paid for >=D i know its like 3 days but oh well.. beda den nothing ! soooooooooooooooo gna hav the biggest shopping spree =D oh yea baby.
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ive bumped into a few people on my way to work these days. naline, debbie, sophia hmm.. sall good. im hungry. oh right happy chinese new years. year of the piggy aint it? oink.
cclala.
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> feeling: bored and in the mood to type thats why im here >hearing: nothing
yes its been ages. moo boo hoo im bored.
got into b commerce at usyd. not that exciting -_- ive been to beach alot lately, beach or aunties pool. i like water =) so ive gone slightly more black.. but not much.
i recently got a job =) accounting and auditing stuff at macquarie hotel in the city go me =D that'll give me work experience as some form of income so yay. still need to get my L's though oh well lol
hmm. went to big day out recently as well. it was aiight tool has found themselves a new bigger fan =D lol yea they were pretty good. the rest were aiight .. the killers were good.. hmm.. -one guy gave me the biggest up&down stare it was not funny. GROSS. he looked 30s as well.. n tang made fun of me for the whole day =='' yea tang accompanied me becoz me n wilson had a fight but o well! it was his loss *evil laugh* -another guy .. as i was walking past him casually.. put his hand on my thigh as i was walking past n sed 'how do u like that baby' like WTF [i was wearing shorts as well omfg ] it was disgusting ew ew ew -wen i was in the tool mosh [i was only in the mosh once the whole day.. lol] some tall barstard forgot his name did this: h: HELLO, how are u enjoying tool? *grabs me by the waist* me: ... dere aiight.. *tries to shift away .. without any success coz we were squished like shit**shove shove* h: sumtin sumtin abt his name.. me: *shoves arm away* h: sumtin sumtin rate tool out of 10 me: uh 7. THEN he goes and grabs my ass WTF the fucking dickhead omfg.. me: >=[ *BIG SHOVE ASSHOLE* tang: *gets her water bottle n pokes the guy away* lol
.......... gross.
the next guy was aiight. simon whats his face. kept talking n talking.. din do nefin tho. called me asian coz i hav a case on my fone. HA! -_-'' heres part of the convo s: ur one of those smart people arent u? c: no what makes u say that. s: becoz u speak confidently, like ur intellegent. c: LIKE im intellegent? now thats an insult s: no no, confident becoz u know ur very good looking and ur smart [easrlier i sed im doing commerce at usyd] c: heh? riiight, if u say so. *ignore* s: so christina.. what r u doing? t: uhh science .. dw im not like her *looks at me* c: =O!! hmph >_> t: hehe. c: ...............
jus wen i thort i was safe .. as we were walking to the train stn.. sum indian major tool fan started talking to me... n kept talking to me abt tool. HEH i was only praying for the train to come.. he was like in this tool trance.. n kept looking up at the ceiling n saying.. 'yea.. tool was sooooo good.. i went to their concert yesterday.. did they play wings for marie?' c: no.. h: ohhh how was maynard? c: he was ok.. *looks at tang HELP* [silence.. phew] h: uh excuse me.. did they hav lasers? c: yes. green ones. h: cool they had them at their concert too...!! c: i see thats.. great lol n on it went.. for like 5 bloody long minutes. it felt like forever.
t: what is it with u today n attracting ppl to talk to you? c: iono. i aint in a bikini. t: u must look approachable. c: man i look like a bitch.. its jus sumtin abt today t: u were fully dogging simon n he still talked to u. c: yea he was uber sweaty. =s
in total, we got there late-ish so we missed evermore, but managed to see [in order] scribe, mcr, sneaky sound system, sum noboday black guy i 4got his name, the killers, jet, a bit of muse and tool. =]
~ i love my job. woohoo.
ah yes, ive been modelling wid bridal shit for my mums website. yule see me soon on a bridal site near u. cough. it was fuckign tiring n i still dont think we're finished MEGH!!!
had kat n morgans bday.. i 4got what hapned. umm.. water bombs... food and fishing with no bait woot!
.... not much else has happened i think.
bbl
cc lala
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Posted at 11:41 pm by shady_blob
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Thursday, December 28, 2006
> feeling: sore-footed >hearing:melanie c- i turn to you [techno remix]
>fft: things i have purchased over the past TWO days:
- khaki short shorts from just jeans - turquoise/ aqua guess dress WOOHOO =D - black kayser stockings - black stayup voodoo stockings - black miss shop satin headband/ribbon - sarinas present - jacks present -red and pink bonds undies from myer - white oroton slim wallet - [hang on lemme check bag..] yellow beach bag from cotton on - grey lee short shorts - red dangerfield tank top
= cc is fucking brokeeeeeeeeeeeeeee like hell =O [not to mentions in between each item is probably some kind of food... because i eat alot =] oh n i got wilmoos present and jessies present .. a few days back woohoo ]
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wilmoo is in adelaide and i miss him so muchie! >=[ comes back new years eve .. evening -_-'' hopefully he can join me in the city for the fireworks hm.
these holidays havent brought anything majorly interesting. family parties hmm.. lots of sales.. dota and uhh sitting on msn complaining to other ppl that im bored whom which are bored themselves.
a big thankyou to jessie for the xmas pressie~! i looooooove it, esp the giraffee pjs. can u blv she actually found such things?! =O oh oh n the top is kyoote i like the spots and teh cookie jar really does the cookies fresh =]
another thankyou to wilmoo for the pretty smelling purfume =]
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UAIs. cclala is a big poopie who did crappy. MOO =( its been a while since then so im pretty much over it. tiem to enjoy the new year hahaha. ... needa figure out what course to do though. and FUCK you im not doing pharmacy.. its too late to apply for it nehoos =P
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wilmoo being buried by sang.. with roland caressing the formation of his sand bum is funny =]
ouuuuut cc lala
ps: teal/turquoise is my new favourite colour =O
Posted at 08:19 pm by shady_blob
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Monday, December 04, 2006
BAH I AM NOW OFFICIALLY A POTATO. thats how bored i am these days! rawr
the only time i really did sumtin was this weekened i suppose. okay lets see..
271106 monday: taronga zoo with moo. omg i love the zoo! it was so much fun, seeing the new elephants.. [who moo fell in love with so he kept taking fotos of em filling up my whjole memory card -_-]... and of course the giraffees! i wanted to take a foto with them but there were too many stupid kids that made the line a kilometre long -_-'' id post fotos if i cud actually be bothered but megh.. im kinda rushing thru this. THE HIPPO WAS ADORABLE. OMG EVERY SINGLE ANIMAL WAS SO KYOOTE in thheir owwwwwn way =] AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. i avoided the 'spider house' of course. omg can u blv they actually have a whole HOUSE of spiders. ahhh that is literally, my nightmare.
011206 friday: party/ drinkup at wilmoo's house. not all that great, actually pretty boring. i was hungry the whole night = cc not happy it was shouted for wilmoos tutor students that had just finished their hsc.. a few randoms rocked up [as they usually do] including will ong =S n seeing wilmoo doesnt like him, i stayed in his room until he left.. around 15mins after arriving lol. oh yes a poker game. wilmoo won the pot =]
021206 saturday: party/bbq at movo's place the food was great! completely like an asian party wid the nem nuong n spring rolls yummo =D hes got a whoel wheel n seat thing to play gt4.. liek the ones u see in galaxy world O_o talk about game freak lol. umm poker game again. more interesting this time. wilmoo only broke even though, o wells beda den losing. got to meet his high skool friends n mingle a bit better than the day before. uhh.. not much else hapend. oh yes, the food was great. did i say that already? good food = cc happy =D
041206 today: decided to go puttputt with moo at parra, after hearing such grand recommendations by jessie [not] lol. we stopped by at parra so i cud buy shampoo for my rainbow. whilst there, we bumped into kat morgan v roland and vicki =] *wave* we went to eat n saw vicki who left the rest of them.. because they were going home? that wasnt very nice =S nehoos, so we all ate together as one happy family n vicki went with us to puttputt. let me say now that FUCK i do NOT have the patience to play puttputt.. you should of seen me slamming my cluub n jumping up and down. LOL. afterwards.. we went home n made dinner together 8D coz we're both piggys [<omg its such a piggy colour] ..n eat alot. yes indeed.
051206 tomorrow: hav the continuation of the canvas with jessie wessie planned.. n sum other shit to kill time, that we have not, at this moment in time, thought up of. wilmoo's out with his uni friends hmm. sall good
061206 wednesday: hav the awards night YOU GAY AWARD. u beda not be for sumtin stoopid like 'growing in responsibility' or im gna be pissed >=[ MOO!
071206 thursday: texas hold em night at wilmoo's. dunno if im going yet. yea he's getting back into the poker thing. -_-
be back soon cc lala n_n
Posted at 11:54 pm by shady_blob
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Monday, November 20, 2006
the hsc has come and gone.. not that anyone cares about that kinda stuff on these blog things anyway.
its 230 n i cant sleep.. mayb becoz im too hungry or maybe becoz i slept for almsot 14hours or im jus plain pissed off.
had the formal on friday. it wasnt all that great. actually, to think of it now. it was shit. shit food shit dj the only thing good about the dam thing was the pretty scenery. yea, the function centre thingyo wasnt all that flash, but from afar.. and looking afar, it was pretty.
i hate it how people smoke. i hate it so much. it depresses me.
yesterday was the 'asian afterparty' it was a shame more ppl dint turn up. it was aiight .. people are funny wen they're drunk. not that i shud be talking.. doosy basically died lol.. well i shudnt be laughing if that really DID happen.. but he was jus gone. completely gone. linda had a couple of shots n then got drunk herself, and we entertained by a lovely karaoke performance. one girl wore rocked up in black n what looked almost liek a bodysuit, showing a lot of thigh that im sure many of us [including myself] wished we hadnt seen. steven got really drunk lol.. lost a pendent ying had given him,.. but luckily found it eventually so that was good. phut does his rountinely fireworks display n i got attacked by spider webs whilst walking to the part n it scared the shit outta me. a warning to all people who wish to preserve their tastebuds; DO NOT drink hazelnut lacquer fuck it was so bad. another rocked up in a horribly colourful ensemble. pink/purple tights, denim skirt pink/purple shiny lyrca top , a purple/blue vest and a beautifully crafted come-over. now that, takes sum guts. i woke up with the biggest headache, [therefore sleeping 14hours].
i feel like shit. i really do, n i cant pinpoint the exact reason why. prolly a few reasons jumbled together. bah. i feel fat. yes, i dont look fat, but i feel fat.
i want to dye my hair. im too fond on the bleach idea, but i suppose its the only way the colour is gna even show up my in hair.
i almost forgot the pre-formal drama. gosh they are complete bitches. im glad i never havta see their faces again [fingers crossed] look, its not as tho im completely in love with them either [then agen, who wud be] but i dint mind them on the same table. we wouldnt hav talked, or evn glanced at each other, like how it is every other time. but no, they havta make a huge fuss and whoop-di-doo about it, n cause a shitload of stress and irritation for the rest of us. anyway, her troublesome efforts and plans partially backfired, with lisa n liam [i think that was his name] sititng on a seperate table. i really should not have wasted my munny. i am starting to think the yr10 formal was better. well cheers, lets drink to the shitiness of the formal. it took me 2 years to realise that id never see my primary skool friends again. it was a sad thought. n i do miss them. it took me less than a day to realise id never be seeing their faces again.
moving right along. this blog is so random. keep it random baby. gosh i havent sed that in a long time.
my family thinks im a slut or something. thats great. my uncle the lil bitch started yelling at me for wanting him [as a lawyer] to help me offically change my name. n then laughed wen i sed i need it to get into uni. 'hahahha.. for uni?? ur not gna even make it in! hahah you?? go to uni?! by going out like the way u do with ur boyfriend.. riiiiight'. oh lovely, thanks you asshole for ur kind words and generous support.
my room is clean. amazingly enough. it was honestly, a monumental moment. big thanks to jack n jess who helped heaps.
i feel like shit. did i say that already?
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im not who you think i am though people describe me in many ways. i am different. im not one of the others. im not of memory nor thought nor heart. i am insecure. i mislead people. i hate alot of people. the few to which i dont, they do not know. i am isolated. i am weak. i am hypocritical. i procastinate my problems until they can no longer be solved. i hide things. i repeat my mistakes. i am competitive. i am cold. i think all good things come to an end, as it has happened far too many times. i am ignorant. i try to understand people, unsuccessfully. i am incoherent. i appreciate things of sentimental value. i hurt people. silence hurts. i am lied to. i am a turdle, in one great way other than slow. the heartless consumes the careless. i am often scared to trust people. i am sadistic. i am selfish. i rarely show how i really feel. my intentions are never what surfaces. i am evil. i am empty. i emphasize and exaggerate things that shouldn't be. i am pretentious. i assume i am irritating. i imply. i let things be said that shouldn't be said. i give up easily. i find many things difficult. i laugh at things people cry about. i am critical. i am not approachable. i am not friendly. i am hurt when i am open. i think about certain things too much. i am a burden. i am vulnerable. i see things in a different perspective. i do not value or have things that everyone else does. many things i have now seem only temporary. i am whatever you say i am.. and that ulimately.. is the way i am.
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